First Post : Continued Again

Ok, for those of you reading this you have to start with the bottom post and read up to these posts. Now then, after sixth grade Miranda moved before the summer but me and Darby were still in the same neighborhood. So, I hung out with Darby some over the summer and I still called Miranda. Then Darby and I met outside the first day of seventh grade, middle school scared me so I asked her to. In seventh grade I was friendly the first few days, getting my bearings with all of the different classes and hallways and stuff. Darby moved after the first month and I had been teased severely all to quickly and started wearing a black jacket every day of seventh grade, which I continued doing until the end of the year. I had cheap shoes and I refused to talk to anybody but Allen, who was my friend from fourth grade and I hadn't seen him since then but he was my best friend in fourth grade and we were friends in 7th but not quite best friends. He was as tall as me, so we were both under 5 feet. And he was really skinny and I had started nervously eating and I thought I was fat and I was 115 pounds and not even 4'll height wise. I convinced myself I was fat and ugly and my breasts ( C cup) were just saggy fat, and regardless of that my best feature because of how ugly my face is, and my face started breaking out really bad. I had a crush on a guy who was an alcoholic with an anger problej m who loved rock music, though he was afraid of me. One night really early on in seventh grade I had been listening to the radio and switched to some station with an awesome sound, I found out it was Dirty Deeds Done Dirt Cheap by AC/DC and I loved it! AC/DC became my new favorite band which I found out was Jacob's from my friend Kenzie who was his friend, Jacob was the guy I liked. But soon I developed an insane crush for Ozzy, the way he looked both young and old Ozzy man he still looks good. I had erotic daydreams about Ozzy and I, only in the day dreams I was 16 and I had my hair, long wavy and brown. Not only did I fall in love with Ozzy but in love with music, I loved everything from the Grateful Dead to Megadeth, but I hadn't started listening to grunge yet. I learned everything I could about music, as many bands and facts about them as I could. My mom is overly religious so I wasn't allowed to listen to non-christian music,but I had been staying home alone since 6th grade and so whenever she wasn't there I would go to youtube and blast the computer speakers with Jefferson Airplane one minute and Ozzy the next. I never did my homework, I had C's in all of my classes except for French class which I loved so much, I had A's and B's in French. I have to go  now because my battery is going dead, I will post more tommorow.